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REACH HEAVEN BY VIOLENCE

from HOLLOW EYES by Camping in Alaska

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And then there were 22 more looming on the impending horizon, and 100,000 more misfortunes lurking in the indescribable inky black unshaped nothing void, unspeakable arcane abstracts devoid totally of all color and light slink nearly imperceptibly at the outermost mercurial reach of your strained percipience and haggard acumen. You are suddenly and shockingly aware that your entire being has been violently and completely transmuted in less than a fraction of a fraction of a fraction of an instant, in fact: time was not applicable for this process, you were simply following your nature and instinct as a self-aware, curious, logic-worshipping conciousness, attempting to logically deduce and rationalize this basically illogical and irrational environment you suddenly and without explanation have found yourself in. Your mind shudders in staccato bursts like intermittent radio waves transmitting unintelligible, indescribable alien sensation with a burning cold bright electric SURGE of what you can only describe as seeing a completely new rainbow filled with colors no one has had the sensory array capable of viewing before now flash into your field of vision surging from directions on a plane that, from your best guess, appears to be existing in more than 3 dimensions. Therefore, whatever vessel your conciousness is currently inhabiting is also currently existing in 3> dimensions, if in fact your conciousness is even inhabiting a vessel and is not simply existing freely in this plane, which would almost suggest some loose concept of an afterlife. You think that this afterlife seems just as indifferent as the one you had left just previously. You suddenly realize you cant fathom how long you have existed in this state, and the more you think about it, you realize you cant even comprehend the concept of linear time. You feel like that should seem stranger to you than it does, but it feels too much like a basic and natural property of your current environment to shock you too much. It would be akin to being shocked by the law of gravity except gravity is even less of a fundamental part of that reality.

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among the scum and slime
im scabbed and filthy
hard to recognize
im faded skating down the street
to meet up with the HOLLOW EYES
i cant escape it i been raped and used up
strung out tossed aside
i lost my soul
i made a hole
now its my only place to hide
reaching heaven
(and when you sleep)
shot from hell
(you cannot dream)
and if i die its just as well
(this waking world)
im in heaven
high as hell
if i die
its just as well
i made a pact
i got spit back up from gods stomach
bathroom floor
i spat a curse
i begged for mercy
uncle
uncle
please no more
ill zero sum
the empty hum
i throw myself
into the void
i want to rest
but its just suffering
for now forevermore
dont force it
its gone
dont force it
youre gone
under rock and dirt and swollen molten mother earth
ill cut it out
ill shove it in
ill cover up my cardinal sin

make room for the fire

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from HOLLOW EYES, released September 11, 2023
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